HOLY SHIT. I HAVEN'T POSTED IN FOREVER.

BEWARE FOR RANDOM POST. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Okay, so Christmas is coming guys! The excitement has now started to begin. I love the feeling of drinking hot chocolate, with snow falling outside, the smell of gingerbread cookies. I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING THAT COMES WITH CHRISTMAS. THE GOOD TIMES WITH FAMILY, AND FRIENDS.
- I love setting up the Christmas tree in November, way before everyone else on our street does. It's our families tradition every year to set it up when my dad goes hunting for a couple of days, and when he returns the tree is up.

- When I look at all of the decorations, it brings back so many memories.

so excited, oh, and plus the fact that a break from school comes along with christmas, makes me so happy!

*just as a side note, Bekki and I talked about this on Monday about how both of our families go to the Winter Wonderland light show every year in December to see the lights and get some mini donuts. It's always been a tradition of mine.*

SOME CURRENT THINGS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND:

1. I hate that you laugh, and smile with her and not me.
2. HOLY SHIT. UNIVERSITY IS HARD.
3. I miss everyone, even though Halloween was only a little over a week ago, it makes me so happy to laugh, and just have a good time.
4. I want Christmas to get here faster. I want to go to the Santa Claus Parade this weekend. The last time I went was when Tripti and I were in Girl Guides which was SO LONG AGO. We were like 10. It's been too long.
5. I HAVE A PROCRASTINATION ISSUES. WHY? OH, I DON'T KNOW, I'LL TELL YOU LATER. XD
6. I love Taylor Swift and her new album! AMAZING, I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT.
7. I HAVE THE WEIRDEST DREAMS.

SO YES. I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY.
OH. I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING.
*mark update*

so, he ended up late for class again. last week, it was the same sort of deal, he was there for the first half of class, and then didn't show up for the second half.

so long story short, he had to be paired with someone else other than me.
So, while they were working together they were both laughing and smiling, whereas me.

I EXPERIENCED MY FIRST FEELING OF JEALOUSLY. NOW, I RARELY GET JEALOUS, I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON. MARK IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND, HE'S JUST A FRIEND. BUT, IT WAS JUST HARD TO WATCH THEM. THEY WERE CLEARLY FLIRTING, OR MAYBE I WAS THINKING THAT, AND THEY REALLY WEREN'T. GUYS. I'M GOING INSANE.

I NEED TO TAKE THE PLUNGE, AND ADD HIM ON FACEBOOK. STILL HAVEN'T. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? I'M A FUCKING COWARD. I JUST DON'T WANT HIM TO THINK I'M A CREEP, EVEN THOUGH I CLEARLY AM.

GAH. OKAY. SO THERE WAS MY MARK UPDATE, THERE WILL BE MORE TO COME.

OH, AND BY THE WAY, LOVED THIS WEEK'S GLEE EPISODE. SO GOOD. :) THERE WERE DEFINITELY SOME SURPRISES.

OH, AND CAN ERICA, AND ADAM JUMP EACH OTHER'S BONES ALREADY?
THANKS.

OH, AND THESE SONGS HAVE BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL WEEK.

BOYS, BOYS, BOYS, OH AND UNIVERSITY

SO, I KNOW I HAVEN'T BLOGGED IN A WHILE. IT'S BECAUSE I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN ON THE COMPUTER THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS.

SO UNIVERSITY SO FAR IS AWESOME! I LOVE ALL MY CLASSES SO FAR, MY PROFESSORS ARE GREAT, AND THERE ARE CUTE BOYS EVERYWHERE.

I SEE SO MANY WHEN I WALK TO MY CLASSES, LIKE IT'S UNREAL.
OH, AND SINCE REEMA DOESN'T KNOW THIS YET. I'M REPEATING HOW I MET THE CUTE GUY IN MY PORTUGUESE CLASS.

OKAY, SO WHEN I WALKED INTO THE CLASS HE SAT NEXT TO ME. AND I SNUCK A GLANCE AT HIM, AND HE WAS GORGEOUS. HE HAS SHORT THICK BROWN HAIR, HIS FACE IS SO CHISELED, AND PERFECT. I DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO LOOK IN HIS EYES, CAUSE I WAS A RETARD. AND I DIDN'T HAVE THE GUTS TO.

SO, THROUGHOUT THE CLASS WE HAD TO SAY THE ALPHABET, NUMBERS, AND WE HAD TO LEARN HOW TO ASK SOMEONE WHAT THEIR NAME WAS IN PORTUGESE. THE PROFESSOR SAID THAT WE NEEDED THE TEXTBOOK, SINCE THE EXERCISE WAS IN THERE.

THIS IS HOW THE CONVERSATION WENT:

CUTE GUY: HEY, CAN I USE YOUR TEXTBOOK?
ME: YEAH, SURE! * LEAN TOWARDS HIM*
CUTE GUY: DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS CONVERSATION IS ABOUT?
ME: NO, I REALLY DON'T OKAY.
CUTE GUY: OKAY, WELL... * STARTS SPEAKING PORTUGUESE*
ME: * MELTING INTO A PUDDLE*

AFTER HE WAS DONE EXPLAINING...
ME: OH OKAY, I UNDERSTAND NOW! THANKS!
CUTE GUY: NO PROBLEM!

SO YEAH, I KNOW THAT THE CONVERSATION WASN'T MUCH BUT IT'LL HOPEFULLY BE THE START OF SOMETHING. :)

MY CLASSES HAVEN'T BEEN TOO HARD, I HAVEN'T HAD MUCH HOMEWORK OR ANYTHING. WE'VE JUST TAKEN NOTES, AND I'VE HAD SOME READINGS FOR CERTAIN CLASSES.

SO YEAH. THIS POST IS MOSTLY FOCUSED ON THE CUTE GUY, SO I'VE OFFICIALLY GONE BOY CRAZY. AND SO WILL ALL OF YOU. TRIPTI, AND BEKKI ALREADY HAVE.

ALL THAT'S LEFT IS REEMA.
SO YEAH. I HAVE CLASS TOMORROW. I SHOULD GO TO SLEEP.

BYE!

TEST.

WARNING: this post is extremely long; brace yourselves. :)

SO. UNIVERSITY STARTS TOMORROW. OMG. GAH.
I don't really know how to describe my feelings other than i feel like vomiting, but that's more overpowered by being excited.
I'm worried about so many things. number one being 1. MAKING NEW FRIENDS- I'm going to have to force myself to talk to people, and it's going to be difficult; but i refuse to be a hermit.

I want to be able to still have the friends I have now, but I want to also be able to make new ones. I just don't want to come off weird to other people, even though I probably will come off that way.

I'M EXCITED TO LEARN NEW THINGS, AND MEET SOME BOYS PERHAPS. UGH, THAT'S ANOTHER MATTER ALL TOGETHER. I GET NERVOUS TALKING TO PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW, BUT THE FACT THAT I'LL BE MEETING BOYS TOO, IT'S JUST OVERWHELMING. I'M ALREADY GOING TO BE NERVOUS ENOUGH, PLUS IF THE BOY IS CUTE. I WILL MOST LIKELY BE STUMBLING OVER WORDS. OH WELL.

OH, and i put all of the books I would need for my Monday, Wednesday, Friday classes and I'm going to have back issues. Just the textbooks alone made it heavy, and then adding notebooks in there as well, without my lunch or anything else made it even worse. But i will stop complaining. on Tuesdays, I don't have any classes except Portuguese and Thursdays i only have one class. I WILL MAKE THE BEST OF IT. OH, AND AS A FAIR WARNING. I'M SORRY IF I WACK PEOPLE IN THE FACE WHILE ON THE BUS. I APOLOGIZE FOR ANY INJURY I MAY CAUSE TO YOUR NOSE, EYES, MOUTH, AND TEETH.

SO, I'M GOING TO NEED TO GO TO BED EARLIER.I DON'T THINK THAT MY CLOCK HAS ADJUSTED. I PROBABLY WON'T GET VERY MUCH SLEEP TONIGHT. I WILL BE FREAKING OUT. I'LL TRY FOR 10, BUT WE'LL SEE WHERE THAT LEADS.

SO YEAH. I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY EXCEPT... UM. EVERYONE TRY AND GET SOME AMOUNT OF SLEEP, EAT SOMETHING GOOD. SO THAT YOU'RE NOT STARVING BEFORE LUNCH.

oh, and that reminds me. everyone NEEDS TO BRING A LUNCH FOR TOMORROW, WEDNESDAY IS WHEN WE GET THE FREE LUNCH.

WHAT IS EVERYONE WEARING TOMORROW. I HAVE NO IDEA. PROBABLY SOMETHING COMFORTABLE, I WANT TO LOOK CUTE, BUT NOT LIKE I'M TRYING TO HARD IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.

I'M THINKING OF WEARING JEANS, AND A NICE SHIRT OR SOMETHING. OR A DRESS, DEPENDING ON HOW THE WEATHER WILL BE.

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SUMMER IS OVER GUYS. IT WENT BY SO FAST, BUT I'M GLAD THAT WE HAD GOOD TIMES TOGETHER PICNICING, DRINKING, DANCING, AND JUST HAVING A GOOD TIME.

OH, AND WE NEED TO GO TO THE POOL PLACE, SO WE CAN MEET CUTE GUYS, I ACTUALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY POOL, SO THIS COULD WORK. :)

ANYWAYS, YEAH. I'M DONE TALKING NOW. SO SEE EVERYONE TOMORROW.
♥